English Poems and Mild Thoughts

I wonder

I wonder if she smiles from heart

or faking it just to look sane

I wonder if she is hiding her pain

Still remembers what went wrong down her memory lane.......

I wonder if she has moved on

or accepted there is nothing to be gained

I wish i could make her smile and keep it true again

I wish i could make her forget all her pain........

Just to make her smile from heart and not fake ever again...

I wonder.......!

Broken winged bird

Time does not move by the hands of the clock

Nor it is passed by turning pages off the calendar

My clock is still stuck to the time

We last met and held our hands together

I am a bird, people expect me to fly

Sure I have got wings but without any feather

Keeping me alive

You are like the rain drops at night

Cannot see them but gets you wet

You are like the sunset

Giving out light but cannot feel the warmth

But you are also the air I breathe

Cannot see it but keeps me alive

Bride and guest

Waking up,most memorable day of your life has just started

Gone are the dark clouds since we've been apart

Near and dear ones gather around you

Wishes come pouring from all the rest

You are the most beautiful bride I have ever seen

Where I am invited as just another guest

Still Strong

The words are lost to me forever now

But still I hear the music somewhere far playing along

Your expressions, your smile your touch is phasing out

But what I felt for you, I still feel and its still going strong

Heart of Stone

Never try to talk a man out of love

For he will be bind and deaf to your words

Never let a broken man drink alone

For he has lost the will to live

And his heart is replaced with a stone

The magic of first kiss

Quivering lips, trembling hands

A short moment passing through your palms as sands

Fighting within yourself, never knowing the correct time

Wishing no ones existence at a far away land

The gentle gust of wind

The disturbing lock of hair

Not a single word all there is but silence

Music is heard only of our heartbeats truly rare

Eachother's warm breath in between,conversing through eyes

Knowing the depths of how much we love and care

Gently touching of our lips, tightening our embrace

Finally expressing how we feel and we breathe the same air

....the magic of first kiss...

the moment.....

Right at this moment...

Someone is having the experience which will never be forgotten,

Someone is making a mistake which will always be regretted,

Someone stood up and started to fight,Someone lost hope and has given up,

Someone met for the first time and will grow old together,

Someone lost who never thought would ever leave,

You don't have to take a leap but at least take a step.........

You know what you need to do!

True Smile

My love is the silence when you need to speak

The support when the world rejects

Coat for the rainy days and jacket for winter chills

My love is the smile I get when I see or think of you

My love is the hope I may keep your smile forever true

Silent love

Your scent still remains on my shirts that you tried

It was my shoulders that you leaned on and cried

Still want to have that one last long night ride

Seeing you happy is what matters

So just going to keep my emotions to myself and hide

Winter chills

Foggy mornings, withered trees

All signs of winter around the bend

Have never feared the cold and the chills

But afraid its going to remind me my deep seeded pain

Some untold stories, many unforgettable moments

The winter same as these but from past memory lane

The touch, the laughter and your loving embrace

I still feel it with each winter shiver

Which still keeps me sane

Deep cut without a blade

All the reasons and all your excuses

Truth in your eyes which I had already read

Foolish is my heart, believed each word you said

Deep is the cut that is made without a blade

Thoughts from my heart

Even now I try to play

The betrayal was on you

But not a single word uttered by you to say

With time your tears might naturally fade

But the deep cut was made by me without a blade

Love and Feeling

My love for you is not just a feeling

It is the monsoon rains , autumn winds and every other season

A wish with every shooting star

And the humor that makes me laugh without any reason

Makes me live in my fantasy

It is the curtain that hides the truth

Your existence is within only me

Keeping you alive, I have passed my youth

I guess my love is just a feeling

To make all these events turn untrue and concealing

Life and home

You are the only part of me that is true

The burning beacon that gets me back to shore

With time we may have drifted apart

Winds may have pushed us farther than before

Know that you are the missing past for my complete home

There is no second thoughts on writings inside my heart's core

Believe what you feel and let yourself go

Let us find each other

and finally we will start living for sure

Embrace

The feeling of completeness

What would on want for more

Your waves of locks keeping me in darknesss

Would never leave you, silently I swore

The arms tightened and entangled

Heard each other's heartbeat refusing to beat single anymore

Together we rebelled for world disapproved

If only time had stood still, we'd be together heretofore

They say last moments are memorable

But I always prefer to reminisce the before

Your confidence, my nervousness

Lucky for me which you adore

Thousands of words in hundreds of poems

They can never tell you what I try to implore

A hope of loving geture, an embrace by you

All the lands, all the seas for which I would explore

At least we met

Distance between us maybe incomparable

But our first meeting, that you'll never be able to forget

Many great things you will accomplish with someone else

But all those silly things we did, you'll never regret

Many may hurt you, many will not even notice

Some may pat your back, some may wipe your tears when you are upset

But you will remember me for making a fool of myself

Just for making you smile even when your eyes were still wet

Many souls live and many look for what we shared

But most of them give up, rest of them never get

Don't be sad for we are far apart

Our feelings are not dead yet

Those were the best seasons of our lives

Even if it was for a short while, be glad at least we met

An Irrevocable bane

Slight curve of her lips, eyes closed, open hair by her side

Calm and serenity lay over her as she falls asleep

Rising of a new hope when we met,things we imagined

All seems like a dream now, as our faith took a different leap

Now lay motionlesss, fragile and cold

Her palms that gave the warmth in winter chills

The incompetence of me to do anything but wait and watch

Thinking and asking to myself is all I can do, and it kills

Suddenly her withering fingers grip me , her heavy eyelids pry open

All the emotions that I had been holding back come rolling down

Her slight smile and weak gaze is all it took to make the present forget

No words spoken but said so much, she wanted me to be happy

With heavy heart I saved my tears

As her hands slipped aways with no energy left to hold

the time had come which I had dreaded for so long

her slight smile was nowhere to be seen, her voice lost to me forever

Silence, emptiness and a void which will never be filled played as song

as her head tilted to a side with her last breath

I knew for sure I will never move on and accept her death

No more wounds, no more pain will she ever feel again

For her a boon, her emptiness for me an irrevocable bane

From within

When I write, I write from within

When I speak, its just my lips moving

Thinking about you

Thinking about you brings smile to my face

And I smile all the time nowadays

Realize

Guys run after many for one happiness

Until the day he realizes

All you actually need to run after is "the one"

Who can give you many happiness

Inspiration

You are an inspiration

Inspirations are few, creators are many

The best day

The day someone is born because of you

Exceeds all the days spent and yet to live too

Profess

Want to hold your hand loosely

And play with each other's fingers as each raindrop makes us shiver

Want to pull you near, kiss your lips , smell you hair

And profess my love through you ear

All over again

Whenever I see you

I fall in love all over again with you

And the times we are apart

I am missing you with every beat that comes from my heart

Imagine

As my fingers graze your smooth skin,I gently touch your face

To remove your black locks shading your sweet face

As the shadow of your hair disappear, Your gentle soft lips appear

As I run my finger tip on your lips, You shiver and your lips quiver

As our lips lock together, Wishing this moment to last forever

I pull you by your waist closer to me

As you try half-heartedly to free yourself but never want  to be

Dark is the night but our kissed lips are glistening

As we breathe the same air our heart beats is the only thing we are listening

As I pull back on your hair, you give a faint cry

As I bite into your neck, you wrap your hands and hug me tight

You've closed your eyes but missed nothing

Just imagine me playing on your neck with my tongue

And you might even feel the tickling

Just to chance

You'll always be the only one to be in my arms

You'll always be my desire and I'll be crazy over your charms

You'll be the only one with whom I'll ever dance

And when it comes to you I'll never leave anything just to chance

Trust

No matter what the relation might be

If there is lack of trust, with time it will soon rust

Never stay in a relationship where there is no trust

Friend

Better to have a new friend who understands you

Rather than having an old friend who does not

Travel notes

Ignorant are those persons who believe in things written by others

not those who write from their life's travel notes

Lost for words

Don't get lost for words

Your presence alone lets me know how you feel

Your unconditional love is enough

To hide away my heart's scars and lets it heal

You loving gaze pierces my soul

Forces me to ponder if I deserve you, as I kneel

Raindrops

As we get wet with every falling rain

We come close, much closer to kill our pain

The sparkling rain drops on your lips

So close we could absorb with our finger tips

A slight shiver runs through our body

We can't help but encircle our arms around

My fingers move gently over your sweet wet face

To remove the wet locks that had you confound

We start to linger with the sounds of each raindrop

Our thoughts coincide to what is coming next and approve

But our silent lips but talkative eyes

Wait out each other tom make the first move

Raindrops that get us wet are ignored

From the waist till our heaving chest we get attached

As our wet clothes are becoming one

Even then our wanting quivering lips are detached

My patience runs out

I feel my heavy lips as magnet getting attracted to your

Just when our lips were about to be sealed

You pull away as if you want me to implore

Beside me

Have been walking the same road

Following your footsteps while you are alone

Wishing if only you would stop and see

And find me worth so I could keep you beside me

Standing tall

Go ahead walk the dark alley

For I'll be there with your first call

Walk the rocky roads

For I'll be there if you would stumble and fall

Take the unknown path and face your greatest fears

For I'll be there beside you forever standing tall

Love's heat

Umbrella can keep you dry

But rain will pour with every rainy season

Sun may go down and keep the world in dark

But each night stars will always shine without reason

You may ignore me and reject my presence

But as long as your heart beats

Raging fire burning inside of me

Will make you sweat with my love's heat

If I may

If I may dare to dream the life we are living

Love would overflow, turn into stream

But we can't even hold hands

And stream of love would dry up and bind

Nor they would exist or leave any sign

Neither there will be any heart that loved you like mine

True value

Presence gives you security

but absence lets you know its true value

Marriage

The word " Marriage" makes us think of parties,music and

drink…but in true nature marriage starts when the last guest

leaves the party and the music stops

Beauty

Reasons why you/your mother finds you beautiful

you/your mother always focus on your good features

people tend to focus the bad features due to which they bring negativity

Mother: Post operation I

Gently holds my hand asks for some grapes

As I see her parched lips I feel helpless

Nothing to do but console as I curse

For my tears are not good enough to kill my own mother's thirst

Never wait to give love

Never wait to give love,show love

to make your loved ones loved,appreciate love

that one big loving geture will not last long

compared to all the little ones that you give daily

Changes

To see change one has to change him/her self

everyone thinks of huge steps

but the changes are made by replacing small regular day to day things

one has to rebel against every regular pattern

if you speak a lot….listen …if you walk fast…walk slow

the changes and the ripple made by them

will unfurl right in front of you

Amusement

one's misery is….other's amusement

No matter

No matter how broad our roads may get

no county, community, family can develop

until we are broad minded

Cup of tea

My heart is a tea bag

My blood is milk

you are my sweetner

with you my life is a cup tea

Women

They make our knees go weak

becomes our strength at times when everything is lost

they become the ray of hope at darkest hours

help hide our fears in light

they cry for us , laugh at their own pains to ease ours

Woman….never can understand you and no one will

you are too special to be categorized

Candles on cake

Doesn't matter how many candles you've got on your birthday cake

what matters is: you've got a cake to cut

and people who care for you

and take time to light those candles for you

Mother: Post operation II

No limits to what I would do

To look and care for her with feelings true

For you she is just a patient with number

For me she taught me all numbers with patience too

You see an old withered wrinkled weak body filling the bead

But you have never seen her radiant strong women side with high held head

Nurse,O nurse please look after her

for you will have one patient after another

But I will always have one and only one true mother

Unborn

Hope,happiness,satisfaction and a new chapter

You are all and more

Many things you will be when you arrive

And with time you will have multiple parts to play

But for us you are our first of everything

First of our love

First of our fear

First of our peace and serenity

Above all…..first of our pride…our unborn